10 weeks pregnant now, and I'm wondering how hard this baby thing is going to be? Well, I'm ignorant. Ignorance is a great word. I really like it because it does not mean stupid, just lack of knowledge. I'm in that place of not knowing something because I've never experienced it, only heard about it here and there all my life. Things like, "You're going to lose a lot of sleep". It's a bit odd to hear these things because, of course, I don't believe them. After all, hasn't someone told you about the greatest movie ever, only then to be let down by your expectations? I know it's going to be hard, or I guess I know. I assume so. Er, is it? Is it one of those things where we can say the words and understand them intellectually, but we don't feel it until we go through it?
Is it so difficult and frustrating that I'll want to scream?